Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Wow, the amount of project that i have this sem is really killing me! 7 project for the whole sem! i am left with the last month of the sem, discounting the fact exam start at the 3rd week of oct and guess what! i still got 3 project yet to be done! being in the business course since poly days, i had expected myself to be constantly bogged down by project and exams, but uni took it to a whole new level! this is such a huge huge sem! as i hand up 1 project after another, i find myself getting more tired and have less and less of motivation to do the next one.. it is like u had put in ur energy for one project, handed it up, 2 day later and the whole process repeat itself again!
it is really getting very tiring... i find myself slacking, find myself giving excuses to start work later.. this is not good... this is my 2nd last sem, with result being consistant for the past 2 sem, i cant afford to slip up! i am getting irritated with myself... oh ya.. talking abt project.. i am still the chief editor for most of the projects.. woah being the chief editor is sure damn tiring and metally draining.. lolz.. i am setting records after records for cutting amount of words in an essay... last sem my record was cutting a few thousand word.. this sem, my record was to cut a prt of the essay from 6-7 page to 3 page! hahah... but i really feel like i cant take it anymore!
regarding the misunderstanding in the group, let just say that it wasnt anger. it was more of a disappointment. i am someone who find it hard to get angry at a person, especially if they are a good fren. the reason i avoid or communicate less is i dun know how to face the person. i cant get angry at the person when i see the person yet i still feel uneasy abt smth, hence the avoidance. what i feel is that, having done project together for the past 1 year, a certain amt of chemistry had been developed and we knw each other strength and weakness very well. i dun see any problem in telling each other how we truly feels. no one will blame anyone if they dun know wat to do, however do spare a tot for the ppl waiting for ur work. expressing problem early will solve a lot of problem. it will also save time and no 1 will blame anyone. the only thing to feel pai sei is should u keep all ur problem to urself and letting it be discovered by everybody last min!
anyway that problem is settled.. so i dun wish to talk abt it anymore... i really need support my frens.. somehow, i think this sem is not looking as rosy as what i wish it to be.....
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 2:13 AM
